Freak Out And Die

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It'd been a while since I played electric guitar, so this was a spewing of songs that came about when i decided to pick it up. Which also coincided with a brief period of time in which i was freaking out alot and thinking I was gonna die, so that's the title for you!

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released October 10, 2010

Allen Bleyle plays everything

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Svenadaitor Los Angeles, California

Svenadaitor is music made by Allen Bleyle. It started as an outlet for more acoustic-y stuff away from a band, and now it's whatever it wants to be, including other things that aren't even called Svenadaitor, but are still Svenadaitor, like Bottom Feeder. It's all raw unprocessed hard cider core music. Please check out my kids music at www.applebrainsmusic.com ... more

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Track Name: Smell Off Scent Bot
hello my love
it's really nice to smell you again
and smelling you I know
with you I am home
cuz there are scented bots about
who are rotting inside and out
let us walk amongst them now
and we shall bid them

smell off
scent bots
to you chemical box
be gone

society
I'm of you and you are in me
but when I allow myself to dream
you disgust me
and my true friends on this earth
live outside your scented walls
and we smell like animals
and we bid you

smell off
scent bots
to you chemical box
be gone

dear fellow gays
what the fuck is wrong with you
are you really so content
with shopping and doing drugs?
well you smell like a new car
and you look like a new car
and you act like a new car
and to new cars I say

smell off
scent bots
to you chemical box
be gone

smell off
scent bots
be gone
be gone
Track Name: Troy, I Always Wanna Be With!
Troy, my darling
I feel the summer here
is coming on and
I gotta go

Troy, my lover
well you and me
and Weiner makes three
I'm coming home

cuz it ain't no mystery
it ain't no mystery

I always wanna be
with you

I always wanna be
with!

down by the river
at Kaneshiro Bay
at least five times a day
I'm dreaming of it now

and Diane Reams mornings
amidst the shabby chic
oh what a crazy thing
to painted a hardwood floor
white! right? right!

oh Troy I am yours now
til beyond the end of time
no A.R.A.D. don't apply
cuz nothing can undo
what's Zenografied

no it ain't no mystery
it ain't no mystery

I always wanna be
with you

I always wanna be
with!
Track Name: The Joys Of Gay Sex
do you worry that every desire has
a death lurking at it's very source well
hey now wait a minute
was that really real?
hey it's kind of hazy
what if I fucked it up for real

silent panic
silent panic

oh no not me I'm a monk you'll see if
the joys of gay sex will just stop haunting me well
hey now wait a minute
was that really real?
hey it's kind of hazy
what if i fucked it up for real

silent panic
silent panic
Track Name: A.R.A.D.
come home to a quiet house
take off your shoes
turn some music on
and grab a cat who wants abuse
glance at the phone and
wash a dish or two
get electrified by everything you wanna do

or maybe that's not the case no
no it ain't like that at all
cuz you're still petting a cat
and know you find yourself staring at the wall
oh how does it feel to you
to be alone?
do you feel paralyzed
within an instant of getting home?

cuz I know i do
oh i do
yes I do

cuz I know i do
oh i do
yes I do

beautiful person
smiling sad thing
is there a chance for peace?
I do not know I do not know
but everything changes
yes life is a wild thing
somehow we gotta love
even though all things come and go

I know I try
oh I try
yes I try

I know I try
oh I try
yes I try

All Re La Tion Ships Are Doomed
Even The Ones That Aren't
Track Name: Suddenly I Am
twenty seven years
and suddenly I am
waking with the day
suddenly I stand
clear and present life
I can feel you now
your length your width your edge
your courage and your cower

so on a road I firmly stand
and I can see the land
meet the sea
and then a river carries me
with just a thought it was there
so using all my strength
I reach the land again
my dear
with just a thought you disappeared
with just a thought you're gone

listening to life
suddenly I die
bold and throbbing night
drinking you I die
and death feels like a bomb
erasing my whole mind
it's gone and all that's left
is adrenaline stomach fire

but on a road i firmly stood
and I could see the land
meet the see
and then a river carried me
with just a though it was there
so using all my strength
I reached the land again
my dear
with just a thought you disappeared
with just a thought you're gone
Track Name: Conclusion: Crap
ladies and gentleman
plants and animals
after years of research in the laboratory of life
I have reached my conclusion
and do you wanna know?
yeah do you wanna know?
well I've had some time to think
i've done a lot of research
had experiences
been polite and sat on fences
and i have come to find
that dominant culture is
crap
crap crap crap crap
Track Name: Love Will Rule
love will rule don't you see
the darkest days are lost in a dream
live and die love will be
the final thing
that's left shimmering

violent man, modern boy
look me in the eyes with your scowl
all anger in your gaze
will one day pass away
and kindness will replace all of your hate

but i awoke in the dead of night
and voices were calling me
and i opened my mouth to speak
but i couldn't make a sound
and then my whole body shook like a wet dog
and then suddenly everything went calm
and in the silence the stars up above me
revealed the true nature of all things is cold hostility

love will rule don't you see
the darkest days are lost in a dream
live and die love will be
the final thing
that's left shimmering

love will rule
Track Name: I'm Not Gonna Panic
I might be alone tonight
but I'm not gonna panic
I'm not gonna wonder no
bout who or what or where
no i won't

empty space so soundless mind
i present you words
hear them make them living things
give them holy worth tonight

I might be alone tonight
but I'm not gonna panic
take a walk talk to myself
make up jokes and laugh at them